nigtmare

Thought we're perfect for each other forever, but it seem wrong and only last for a week. But Im glad to hear you sweet talk during we're in the same shoes. Its my wrong to accept n have you in my life and make my heart broke into pieces. Your promises make me feel warm, your love make me feel comfortable. But faith didnt let us be together. Today, I've make up my mind to let you go, and wake up from the nightmare that you gave me. But the only thing that cant be erase is that you told me before that you loved me and Im the only girl you trusted n cant live without me. But dont worry, it will slowly erase by itself. thank you hafiz johari

sincerely, alyssa han

I STILL by Backstreet Boys

Who are you now?
Are you still the same
Or did you change somehow?
What do you do
At this very moment when I think of you?
And when I'm looking back
How we were young and stupid
Do you remember that?
Baby

No matter how I fight it
Can't deny it
Just can't let you go

I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Now that you're gone
Instead of moving on, I refuse to see
And I keep coming back
And I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last (to last)

I try to fight it
Can't deny it
You don't even know

That I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Ohhhh
Wish I could find you
Just like I found you then
Ohhhhh (can't live without you)

Though everything's been said and done (yeah)
I still feel you (I still feel you)
Like I'm right beside you (like I'm right beside you)
But still no (still no word) word from you

29-03-2010 till 10-04-2010

Is this how we end our relation?
Is like I just heard you told me that you love me 2 day ago,
but today, we're breaking up.
I just dont know what to do
And forget bout you.
I know I'm just not good enough for you
But the only thing that I can say now is I Love You So Much.
Why there's no chance for us to fixed our relation?

Its not over- Secondhand Serenade

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over

picture

Here comes some of my flying picture today hahah
Alyssa Han Sue Mei pontteng sekolah today!

FLY FLY

Today, 8-04-2010 fly again. ahaha
Firstly Yaw pick me and bie up at 8am
Than pick zaza, isma n shiera.
lepak NZ, tak da kerja hisap rokok mcm orang bodoh
Than we were so bored yaw took us to Mid Valley.
Than sesat dlm garden mcm orang tak berduit :)
Here is some picture of us flying.

asking

If you're asking if I need you, the answer is forever.
If you're asking if I will leave you, the answer is never.
If you're asking what I value the answer is you.
If you're asking would i die for you, the answer is yes.
If you asking if I love you the answer is I REALLY DO!

FATE

Meeting you is a fate, becoming your friend was a choice but falling in love with you I had no control :)