letting go

Im letting you go slowly. I know I'll regret it one day but its better for me to lose you now than later. Even though Im sad, but this is the best way I think so. Cause I don't want to be game or be a fool. I hoped you'll find someone better, someone can stand with you. And most important how she treat you and love you. Don't need to worry about me anymore. When we accidently saw each other I'm begging you please don't look , call and talk to me. Cause I'll miss you by than. I'll pray for your happiness and I hope someone can love you better than me. Take care sayang.

P/S ; I love you Aidil

duhh

You're different and we are not happy like we use to be. I don't know how this could happened. But I think you're not happy with me now. Even you gave me second chance, but it will be worst if we're still like this.

Turn it up- Pixie Lott

I know you can't stay
So i won't be waiting
Anticipating for the fall
We had our time baby
so i won't be waiting, Anticipating for the ca-a-all

Baby, it's over
we both know, lets go forward
i love you but in a different way
i love you, forever

now that we've come to the end of our story,
and i know its gunna be hard for me,
might hurt some, might get too much
but i gotta let it be
as the world turns around and we go different places
new things new dreams new faces,
what a shake up, when we break up
but we keep the memories

I know you can't stay
so i wont be waiting, anticipating for the fall
we had our time baby
so i wont be waiting
anticiptaing for the call

turn it up turn it up
for the people that say
were moving and we'll be okay
turn it up turn it up
for the people that say
were moving and we'll be okay

maybe? its better, and i want you to be happy,
sometimes people find it so hard just to say goodbye,
it aint easy the more and the more you try,
so they'l be cheating be deciveing,
but not me and my boy

we understand that were friends and it just aint working,
no point in the constant fighting,
so we'l be grown ups
for a minute
and admit were just in it

I know you can't stay
so i wont be waiting, anticipating for the fall
we had our time baby
so i wont be waiting
anticiptaing for the call

turn it up turn it up
for the people that say
were moving and we'll be okay
turn it up turn it up
for the people that say
were moving and we'll be okay,

i might lose my mind for a while
but i'll be fine
have you heard this thing that heals and its called time
clock can tick away
happy will fall in place
and though my heart will break a new me,
will fill the space

I know you can't stay
so i wont be waiting, anticipating for the fall
we had our time baby
so i wont be waiting
anticiptaing for the call

turn it up turn it up
for the people that say
were moving and we'll be okay
turn it up turn it up
for the people that say
were moving and we'll be okay

Just a dream

I was thinkin about you
Im thinkin about me
Im thinkin about us
Where we gunna be
Open my eyes…
And it was only just a dream

So i travel back down that road
Wish you come back
No one knows
And i realize, it was only just a dream

I was at the top
Now its like i’m in the basement
Number 1 spot
Now hes finding a replacement
I swear now i cant take it
Knowing somebodys got my boy

Now you wait around, baby i cant think
I should put it down, shoulda got that ring
Cuz i can still feel it in the air
See your pretty face
Run my fingers through her hair

My love
My life
My shorty
my boy

He left me, i’m tight

Cuz i knew that it just aint right

I was thinkin about him
Im thinkin about me
Im thinkin about us
Where we gunna be
Open my eyes…
And it was only just a dream

So i travel back down that road
Wish you come back
No one knows
And i realize, it was only just a dream

And i be ridin
And i swear i see your face and every time
I try to get my usher on but i cant let it burn
And i just hope that he notice he the only one i yearn for
No more sooner will i learn

Didn’t give him all my love
I guess now i got my payback
Now im in the club thinking all about my boy
hey
He was so easy to love
But wait, i guess taht love wasnt enough
im goin through it every time that i’m alone
Now im wishing he would just pick up the phone
But he made a decision that he wanted to move on
Cuz i was wrong

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up

And now theyre gone and you wish you could give them everything

I was thinkin about him
Im thinkin about me
Im thinkin about us
Where we gunna be
Open my eyes…
And it was only just a dream

So i travel back down that road
Wish you come back
No one knows
And i realize, it was only just a dream

ability

When Im all alone without people chillin me up, there you come again in my mind. I wonder how to forget about you. Yess Im laughing when Im with them, but nobody knows what I feel. When Im at the place we use to spend time together. I stare the place awhile, I wanted to seat where we seated the other day but you're not there so it makes a big different. I wanted to go all the places we went before but I'm not strong enough to see our memories there by my own. When you're in my mind Im happy act but when you went away with a smile, I was so down. Yess Its not a normal game. It is between me and you both of us, But you posted every post about game. You should know how my feeling was when I read it. I want to be yours and you were mine. But sadly it wouldn't happen aite? But I wish it could.

goneeee

You must be havin fun aite? Take care ok b. Make sure you're alright ok. Sure you're havin more fun without me in your life kan?

for you

Heyy sweetheart, you use to be my sweetdream all day long. And more to my man n my love. You know without you everything is miserable. I didn't know it would end up like this. This is fuckin pain, cause I miss you mr. You pop out every single minute in my mind. When I'm with my friends they tried so hard to chill me up, and I smile for awhile than you appear again. Why you treat me like this mr? My exam is coming I couldn't concentrate at all. You said you gonna make a deal back after my exam. Are you? It seem so hard for me to forget about you. When you appear and you were smiling at me. That makes me wanna cry. And I cried when I read all your text. Please Im begging you. All I need now is I want you to say I love you to me. I lose you now. You're not mine but I still love you. I need you. I want you. But I know the answer is no for me to have you back. Seriously Aidil, I'm sorry.

I love you

Sincerely,

Alyssa Han

tolerate

I've been tolerate with you all the time b. It is just because I love our relationship. I'm tired of arguing. All I want is you to be happy with me :)

wanna be with you every day.

Sayang, I LOVE YOU!

Sayang, I NEED YOU!

Sayang, I MISS YOU!

Sayang, no matter what happen between us I'll be loving you as the day when you and me became one. Thanks for everything sayang. Thanked God he gave me you sayang, He gave me such a good guy that can make me laugh of his stupid jokes, A good kisser, a open hearted guy and lots more sayang. Sayang, I don't know how is my life without you. Cause you make me crazy bout you when I'm with you. Seriously sayang, yesterday when you didn't text me, I wanted to cry cause Im afraid you'll leave me by yesterday. But now I'm strongly believe that no one will leave each other. Sayang, the reason I love you is when Im with you I feel comfortable, safe n lovable. Nothing can make me change my mind to love someone else besides you Aidil.

Aidil

Sayang! I miss you. Thanks for spending your time with me sayang ytd night :) Sayang, this time I'm totally in love with you. Aidil, I couldn't know how is my life without you later on. Seriously, when you give me the goodbye kiss I wanted to stop the time, And wanna be with you everyday. Sayang, our lips is like pinkish in colour cause we kiss all night :) Sayang, is it hurt when I bite your tongue? :) Sorry sayang tak sengaja. Sayang remember when I sing the impossible song and your name on it? You was laughing on it. I miss your smile sayang :(

P/S ; Aidil, I'm sorry if I've make you in trouble. And I'm still waiting for you text Aidil.

I love you AIDIL ZAINAL :)

Celeste Han Wei San

I love you lil Monster

You are always my small sista.

Tell me and wake me up when Charmaine beats you.

Than I'll slap her for you ok Mei Mei.

Jia Jia is always here for you Celeste.

SAYANG

Sayang, I would say that I love you so much. But I can't answer when you ask me how much n why I love you. Cause the great reason I can't answer It's because I don't know how to describe how much I love you and how much I need you in my life. I love you strongly and deeply. No one know how much I love you. Sayang, I would like to stop the time when I'm with you cause I really need you by my side everyday every second minutes n hour. I loves everything on you, there is no reason for me to hate you. Cause you're the reason for me to breath in this world. Sayang, Im willing to give up anything to just spend my time with you. Sayang, even thought you're far from me. But you stand right here in my heart. Cause without you sayang Im nothing. You're like my everything sayang. Sayang for me love is never wanting to lose the faith, never wanting to give up and never truly moving on. Cause love is knowing and praying in the deepest part of what's left of your heart that feels the same. The best feeling i get from you sayang is when you smile at me and told me that you love me even its just for a second but you've crossed my mind. Whatever it is sayang no one can separate us. Like I told you I wanna be with you forever n ever. And I won't despair to stop loving you till one day we had a big fight ever.I LOVE YOU AIDIL!

My love

Even time past so fast when we were together, but I appreciate every moment with you sayang.

When we were together like no one with us. Cause all I see is only you. You stole I heart by only one night. But when you admit that you like me, It was so cool cause I admired you from the first look. Sayang remember when I told you when are you going to purpose me, I was kidding cause in text you don't want to have commitment with me cause when we broke up, I'll nvr talk to you again, But dreams come true cause you're mine now. Only God knows how much I miss you now. I hope everything gonna be alright when I'm not with you. Remember sayang, how much I love you and when I'm with you I don't mind having life difficultly with you all I want is having you by my side and settle the problems together. Thanks sayang for everything. I love you