for you

Heyy sweetheart, you use to be my sweetdream all day long. And more to my man n my love. You know without you everything is miserable. I didn't know it would end up like this. This is fuckin pain, cause I miss you mr. You pop out every single minute in my mind. When I'm with my friends they tried so hard to chill me up, and I smile for awhile than you appear again. Why you treat me like this mr? My exam is coming I couldn't concentrate at all. You said you gonna make a deal back after my exam. Are you? It seem so hard for me to forget about you. When you appear and you were smiling at me. That makes me wanna cry. And I cried when I read all your text. Please Im begging you. All I need now is I want you to say I love you to me. I lose you now. You're not mine but I still love you. I need you. I want you. But I know the answer is no for me to have you back. Seriously Aidil, I'm sorry.

I love you

Sincerely,

Alyssa Han